Tomorrow I go back to work. It has only been 15 days...15 days off work with my baby and now I have to go back. Cullen is off the rest of the week and then B will start "daycare" next Monday. On Monday and Thursday Cullen's parents will watch him and then the other days my sister will watch him (she has about 3-4 other kiddos she watches). He will be in great hands--but I struggle with him virtually being raised by someone else during the week! It makes me very sad--but I know that there are thousands of others that do it and the kiddos survive and thrive! I just have to get over it...and think positive.
So please excuse the tears tomorrow as I take in the normal route to work...with some coffee and some new photos to place on my desk. I just never thought it would be this hard!
Oh Marilyn, it IS hard. No way around that...but you're strong and tears are ok...we do a lot of crying in this office:)
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i can't imagine how difficult that was....hope it was bearable and the tears stopped at some point. :) thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteHoep this day went well...I remember watching all the new Mom's at my Mom's daycare when they dropped baby off for the first time. I cried then...can't imagine what it will be like when I'm in your shoes!! :)
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